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10 May 2006 @ 10:37 pm
Well, it worked for one night.. [Completed]  
Character(s): Hitsu, Touga
Content: It was all going well, at least until Hitsu woke up from a nightmare.
Setting: The dorm on the third level now occupied by Hitsu and Touga.
Time: 3:00 AM
Warnings: Blood, mind violence, cursing, shounen-ai (m/m fluffies. JUST LIKE PEEPS!)the obvious angst warning (You knew I was going to put that there, it was obvious. Hitsu has a stick up where the sun don't shine. )



Red oozed down the pale canvas to mix with the greenery below, small droplets seeming to rain down from above in succession with the noises of painful gasps. After every breath followed that of a sickening twist and snap or the slice of delicate flesh upon cold metal. This pattern of pain seemed to go on for ages, never ending, never stopping. He tried to close his eyes to will it away but found that they didn't close - instead they found themselves locked with crimson eyes he knew all too well. Those goddamn sickening eyes. Even though his vision was failing him, he always knew who's eyes those were.

“This is nothing but what your own faults caused, Hitsu.” A soft, almost angelic voice slipped from lips covered in sweet venom. The sickening feeling of his fingers upon his open wounds probably would have caused him to vomit if he had anything left in his stomach. What was more sickening about it is he knew these words were true... “Of course, you were always one to be ignorant, Hitsu-chan~.” The man held out this last syllable, mocking Hitsu before he felt excruciating pain stab through his chest.

The next moment he knew, he found himself in the safety of the bedroom yet nothing seemed comfortable at this point. The images flooded through his head. He almost seemed to choke on the intangible sentences as he was gasping for air. His breathing eventually returned to it's normal state but his mind wouldn't let go of those thoughts. With a sigh, he sat up in the bed - burying his head in his knees.

And after all that crap about being glad to be wanted, maybe even a bit happy for once.. He thought maybe the feelings would have lasted. Allowed him a good night's sleep.

Apparently, fate decided him to deal him a bad card.
 
 
 
winter_rosebud on May 13th, 2006 08:32 am (UTC)
Now he thought of it, Touga vaguely remembered Hitsu having told him something about not being able to eat sweets. It was odd, however, because he couldn't recall the circumstances.

He tried to think of some other way to help the other boy get back to sleep. "Roll over," Touga told him gently, giving the hand he was holding a gentle squeeze. "I'll rub your back."
Hitsuabstractedmind on May 14th, 2006 12:44 am (UTC)
Hitsu figured he would probably fall back into the embrace of sleep within a good hour or so. Drifting off into the night could most likely cause another nightmare to come. With that thought in his mind, he wasn't too keen the idea of going back to sleep.

When the other suggested a back rub, he didn't exactly know what to think of it. Was that some way of putting him back to sleep? If it was, that was quite an odd idea - plus that would involve more touching. He hesitated upon the idea for a moment or two before rolling over on his stomach.

It wasn't as though the other was going to stab him in the back or anything.
winter_rosebud on May 14th, 2006 07:36 am (UTC)
Touga started out just lying next to the other boy and stroking a hand down his back, slowly slowing down as he increased the pressure. When he got to the point where he was literally pressing Hitsu into the bed, Touga broke for a moment to sit up in his knees.

Bending over the younger boy, he placed both hands on his back and gently began to knead his shoulders. Touga brushed the soft strands of blue out of the way and placed one hand on the back of Hitsu's neck, pulling the tension out. Hitsu had a lot of stress for someone who looked to be under twenty.
Hitsuabstractedmind on May 14th, 2006 08:14 am (UTC)
There was difficulty at first with get used to the touches, especially when he seemed to be pushing him into the bed. A part of him jokingly wondered if the other was trying to either break his back or make him suffocate on the pillow his face was half buried into. His back did feel a small bit better afterwards, he did have to admit.

To put so much trust in the other made him feel uncomfortable. The probabilities of him allowing someone to even touch him seemed one in at least a billion. The probabilities of being in this situation happened to be close to impossible or they seemed impossible until tonight.

When the other kneaded his shoulders, a flood of pain seemed to spill out of them. Not even Hitsu seemed to realize how much tension had been in his shoulders. They became slightly more loose due to the ministration yet the whole process still caused the younger one to shudder a bit – especially when the tension seeped from his neck. He almost was willing to call this whole thing off due to how bloody uncomfortable it was, but the relief that flooded through him after it stopped him.

Another thought came from the back of his mind, a thought about maybe getting a chiropractor.
winter_rosebud on May 15th, 2006 01:40 am (UTC)
Touga worked on the knots slowly. There were so many, and to just dive in and start kneading them would have hurt the other boy. He alternated between Hitsu's back, neck, and shoulders as well, so that neither would get sore.

After some time of this, his hands were getting a bit tired, and Touga noticed Hitsu wincing--though whether that was from the massage or allowing the redhead to touch him for this length of time was undetermined.

Touga lay down next to him once more and moved close to murmur into Hitsu's ear. "Better?" He brushed strands of blue out of Hitsu's face and smiled up into auburn eyes.
Hitsuabstractedmind on May 15th, 2006 04:10 am (UTC)
Hitsu was quite grateful that the other hadn't simply kneaded upon his back mercilessly. Hitsu could endure pain quite well if he needed to but that did not mean he preferred to have it inflicted upon him. Touga hadn’t yet broke any barriers as far as pain went – which, if Touga were made of flesh and blood, would be a good thing.

As time went on the combination of exhaustion and the relaxation of his muscles left him feeling warm, and his mind fogged. For once, Hitsu could say touch actually felt quite nice – but too much of it was still a problem. In addition, the massage became somewhat painful again, causing him to wince. Gratitude once again came when the other stopped.

“Yea..” He muttered, his eyes half-lidded due to the fogginess that wouldn’t leave them along with the fact his body could be compared to putty.
winter_rosebud on May 15th, 2006 04:43 am (UTC)
Seeing the other boy's body had turned mostly to putty and Hitsu looked about to fall asleep, Touga pulled him close, wrapping arms around him and resting Hitsu's head against his chest. "Then I think we can try a little more sleep," he said softly.

Touga couldn't resist leaning down and pressing his lips against the other boy's again for a moment, first. The massage hadn't gotten his motor running exactly, but a kiss did seem to flow naturally from having had his hands roaming the other boy's body for the last half hour. Maybe he was just hoping to feel Hitsu kiss back again as he had for that split second the last time.
Hitsuabstractedmind on May 15th, 2006 05:41 am (UTC)
Hitsu found that he wasn’t objecting the touch, or trying to push the other away this time. Neither were they uncomfortable, quite the contrary really. He wondered vaguely if the fogginess of his mind had anything to do with his tolerance.

When the other kissed him another time, the younger one seemed more at ease with it. He pressed his lips back softly against Touga’s for a few moments before pulling back. It wasn’t so bad after all, at least at the moment. Maybe he was too dazed to think with his right mind?